November 23, 2012; Black Friday. 12:24am.
It’s Black Friday.
In 4 hours and 30 minutes, I’ll be working 16 hours shift. I’m supposed to be sleeping right now but here I am doing my Tumblr blog. Can’t Sleep. I don’t know if I’m scared for later or what. :/ I hope everything goes well today. I hope that I’ll survive the day. *sigh.
I need to sleep.
November 1, 2012; Thursday 1:11am
Yung pakiramdam na, sobrang excited ka na matapos ung shift mo sa trabaho para maka-uwi, makapag-pahinga at makausap xa. Ikwento sa kanya ung nangyari sayo sa trabaho, yung naiisip mo siya sa trabaho para lang ganahan at hindi mainip kakahintay sa oras. Tapos lahat ng yon, wala lang, siguro kasi pagod siya? o hindi niya gusto yung mga kinekwento ko? o baka kasi ayoko sabihin sa kanya na ginagawa ko yung regalo ko para sa kaarawan niya, dahil tanong xa ng tanong kung ano ginagawa ko. Sobrang effort.
disappointed, tired, don’t want to talk,
October 18, 2012; Thursday.
So technically it is Thursday, haha.
I was always expected to excel by my family and through that I was afraid to commit mistakes, because I myself don’t wanna disappoint them. Yes, I know they want what’s best for me and always wanted to keep me on track; no distractions or what so ever. They’ve been a little to hard on me, but I realized it’s all for me, my future. Always.
I’ve been working 2 weeks with my 2 jobs and it’s been PRETTY CRAZY I tell you. From one work to another, kinda stressful, depressing and exhausting but it’s all worth it. Waited for this opportunity for 1 year and 5 months, haha, YUP been unemployed for quite some time and my first 2 weeks was like HELL. But I’m getting used to it especially with the people I’m working with, both jobs offers good customer service and good employer-employee relationship. My co-workers are pretty awesome, for both jobs, getting along with different kinds of people was a bit challenging for me but I’m happy to say I was able to surpass it. :)
October 8, 2012; Monday.
Have I ever told you how I hate Mondays and Thursdays? Probably not.
It’s the only days that I don’t get to talk to him much. Well, we all have that specific time or day to do what we love most; Mondays and Thursdays are his days. As for me, I don’t have one —- YET, hahaa! well probably since I have work now it wouldn’t bother me. (I guess)
I miss him everyday. Yes it’s kinda weird but hey I just want to talk and spend time with him. It’s like finding yourself a good package deal; best friend, frienemy (haha), roadtrip buddy, movie buddy, skype buddy (what?! haha), significant other? hmmm.. well in short, I can see myself in him, not 100% but most of it since we have similar interests. But then again… I enjoy his company, that I could be my self when he’s around, that I don’t have to pretend or act cute (haha).
It’s a connection. Kismet.
I miss him. A hug will always makes me feel more secure. *sigh. Everyone waits… LUNA.
da….da….da…. here goes nothing,
NEED YOU NOW..