March292014
February262014

What to write?

It’s been a while since the last time I posted a blog. I don’t know what to say, though my thoughts are shouting hella loud in me. I don’t know what to feel, though my heart seems calm at the moment. I don’t know what to write, just letting my fingers run through my keyboard. Hormones? heck yeah.

There’s so many things happening in my life right now. So many stop overs and unhealthy decisions, but I know for sure it is worth it by the end of the day. What’s more important is the happiness I feel when I do stuff, do things for the people I value most. Even when some people think that I’m giving my self too much. ALWAYS giving my self too much. 

6 months ago. I don’t remember who I am 6 months ago. Feels like I’m a totally different person, like I was reborn and given a second chance to make my life right. People might have judged me, and was the bad person. Tell you what, I never felt so free, happy and settled with my life. I just started not to care what others might say. They just know me by my name, but not story.

My life was full of negativity and frustration 6 months ago. Right now? it’s not perfect, but I kept myself positive and see life differently. Always on the go for adventure and new stuff. Always see things in different way, unlike before. That all things happen for a reason and my Savior has better plans for me. Yes, I still worry about some stuff, but I know… I know in my heart, He will always be here for me. No matter how sinful I am and with all my shortcomings, He will always guide me.

I am thankful.

I am blessed.

I am grateful.

I am stronger. 

I am smarter. 

Feels good to let it out. And while I am writing this, I was thinking of you. How you made me a better person. I’m glad it happened, I have no regrets. It taught me a very important lesson. In time, when everything is right, when you and I are both ready…. things will better. I’m ready when you’re ready. Well honestly, I don’t even know if I am ready, maybe not. Scared? yes. I don’t want to feel pain. drama. commitment. pressure. I’m too scared to feel all of that. Maybe yes, I am not ready. I will never be ready. 

I just want to cut everything that connects me to you. I’m done deal.

I was hurt… and I healed. No one can hurt me now. 

"Above all else, guard your heart for it is the wellspring of Life"

Proverbs 4:23

It was nice seeing you today.

Faith.

-T.

February182014
Honey Dew topped with Caramel Syrup. It feels good to sit down and eat something for the first time by yourself. It’s so relaxing and independent. I need more time like this. 😊❤️ #teslitabonita #happiness #vampirepenguin #itmeltsinyourmouth  (at Vampire Penguin)

Honey Dew topped with Caramel Syrup. It feels good to sit down and eat something for the first time by yourself. It’s so relaxing and independent. I need more time like this. 😊❤️ #teslitabonita #happiness #vampirepenguin #itmeltsinyourmouth (at Vampire Penguin)

12AM
You make me feel butterflies in my stomach. 😊❤️ #mcm #teslitabonita

You make me feel butterflies in my stomach. 😊❤️ #mcm #teslitabonita

February142014
Uhhhh wasn’t expecting this?? Thanks? Happy Valentines loves! 😊❤️ #singleawarenessmonth #teslitabonita #outandabout

Uhhhh wasn’t expecting this?? Thanks? Happy Valentines loves! 😊❤️ #singleawarenessmonth #teslitabonita #outandabout

February122014
Trying to achieve my ultimate goal. #gettingthere #wcw #teslitabonita #3milerun

Trying to achieve my ultimate goal. #gettingthere #wcw #teslitabonita #3milerun

February42014
Cousins night 😊❤️ #dinnernight #dulays #villafrancas #botones #kuppamalas

Cousins night 😊❤️ #dinnernight #dulays #villafrancas #botones #kuppamalas

December152013
"Luna" wrote this poem a year ago, and it applies to my life right now. What a coincidence. Life is such a cycle.

"Luna" wrote this poem a year ago, and it applies to my life right now. What a coincidence. Life is such a cycle.

November192013
Word! #wakeupcall

Word! #wakeupcall

11PM
Thank you Monterey for the wonderful experience! It is the place I’d like to spend my whole life. I’ll be back! 😁👍❤️ #monterey #adventure #happiness #newstart #teslitabonita

Thank you Monterey for the wonderful experience! It is the place I’d like to spend my whole life. I’ll be back! 😁👍❤️ #monterey #adventure #happiness #newstart #teslitabonita

October272013
And on that day when my strength is failing The end draws near and my time has come Still my soul will sing Your praise unending 10,000 years and then forever more. #10,000reasons #feelingblessed 😇🙏 (at Benvenuti Performing Arts Center)

And on that day when my strength is failing The end draws near and my time has come Still my soul will sing Your praise unending 10,000 years and then forever more. #10,000reasons #feelingblessed 😇🙏 (at Benvenuti Performing Arts Center)

October192013
I once believe to this “one day”. I’m not sure if I should continue or not. I know one day everything will be fixed. Not at this very moment but one day. It marks the supposed 11 month today, but every journey has an ending, and I’m just a chapter of his life. I have no regrets, I was happy, I was glad I was part of his life. It’s painful but it’s for the better. Thank you love. Have a safe journey. #imissyou #onelasttime #kismet #est111912 #allsmiles

I once believe to this “one day”. I’m not sure if I should continue or not. I know one day everything will be fixed. Not at this very moment but one day. It marks the supposed 11 month today, but every journey has an ending, and I’m just a chapter of his life. I have no regrets, I was happy, I was glad I was part of his life. It’s painful but it’s for the better. Thank you love. Have a safe journey. #imissyou #onelasttime #kismet #est111912 #allsmiles

October182013
One last ninja; My protector..

One last ninja; My protector..

October142013
Don’t cry because it ended , Smile because it happened. 😊😊 ooooooh this pillow is so comfy! ☺️☺️ #onthebrightside #teethlookswhiteLOL #teslitabonita

Don’t cry because it ended , Smile because it happened. 😊😊 ooooooh this pillow is so comfy! ☺️☺️ #onthebrightside #teethlookswhiteLOL #teslitabonita

October132013
Selling my snowboarding board and snowboarding boots. Hit me up for details!

Selling my snowboarding board and snowboarding boots. Hit me up for details!

← Older entries Page 1 of 27